heyhey...it has been almost a week since i last blogged...
Well..im feeling rather down today..i dont know why but luckily my best buddy,jun,is there for me this morning to spit everything out to her...
Sometimes..i really feel that old frens are still da best.They are always there for you regardless of what..and when u ask them to help or attend sth with you..they will go all out for you..and the promises they gave are ever warming.hmm..well,by saying all this doesnt mean i feel that new frens are not gd..but i still feel that new frens are hard to get along with..esp when u have grown older..the frens u meet will be more superficial..as in very gd in the surface but actually we are not tt good.hmm...no wonder everyone says sec sch frens are the best and some even say pri sch frens la...yup..they are frens from young and no other motive in knowing you..and they are really sincere to be frens with you...but as for now...as we grow up...relationship with new frens are getting more superficial..out of ten..only one or two are really true to you...im not being selfish by saying all this but this was what i have observed this 2 yrs..sometimes i really wish that im a guy..i dont have to care so much of other people..care so much of gal frens' feeling..guys are practical more open in the topic..that's y i like to talk to them more and open up to them more if im closer to them..hmm...
well...i guess...only jun,yin,rong,yun will understand who i am..and understand how im like..i cant help feeling this way frens..(i mean my jc frens)..im so sorry...i know you all may feel a little bit hurt or none when u all read this?i dunno..this is how i feel la....i have used all my heart and sincere to treat my frens..i asked for no returns..but sometimes im really sad that seeing some of the people doesnt appreciate it and just take it for granted....mm..i really hate to see that though i have said i asked for no returns..but im human after all,i cant be that noble becos im not a monk or nun who doesnt care about all this..
oh no..im feeling lost again..once again lost in my group of frens..who are all of you?who am i to all of you?frankly speaking..the only person i most trusted now is chonglong..he is always there to help me if i needed them..even if he cant help..he will still try to help me to find solution to my prob..i dunno why..hmm..
ok la...have to go back to my studies le..shall not think that much le..bye..
